3 Perkara yang Memeningkan Aku

3 perkara yang membelenggu fikiran aku sejak kebelakangan ni. Nak tau?jom…

Kebzian. Walaupun pada permulaannya aku rasa tak sibuk, tp sekarang..fuh..rasa macam tak cukup masa pulak. Sibuk wat assignment, full report untuk praktikal ni pulak..aiyo..Ini baru pengenalan kepada alam pekerjaan aku ni, belum lagi bila dah kerja betul2. Memang tak dinafikan,aku bakal akan sentiasa sibuk bila aku kerja nanti, sbb aku perhatikan supervisor aku tu,yang merupakan seorang engineer, jarang meluangkan masa di ofis.asyik keluar memanjang je,meeting sana,meeting sini. Adakah kehidupan aku akan menjadi macam tu lepas ni?huhu…tuhan saja yg tau.

Calon isteri. huhu..ni lagu satu hal.Entah kenapa,aku terpikir tentang calon isteri ni, pening betol la memikirkan hal n.adakah sebab aku rs umur aku dah cukup untuk ada seorang calon isteri?atau aku terpengaruh melihat rakan-rakan di tempat praktikal aku dah berfamili?huhu..mmg xdinafikan aku mmg suka bila tgk baby2 member yg baru lahir tu,rasa seronok sbb tgk diorg bahgia di samping isteri dan anak tersayang masing2. tp rs ny ni bukanlah ms yg seswai,kerja pon x,camne nak support famili pulak karang kan.hmm.. nak tau camne calon isteri aku? mestilah seorg yg lemah lembut, understanding, caring, tau jaga diri sendiri,n yang penting, tau apa tanggujawab dan kewajipannya sebgai seorg isteri serta melaksanakannya. Hmm..rs ny,ada lagi ke pompaan yg mcm ni sekarang?huhu..tp pe yg penting, aku pown akan mempersiapkan diri aku sendiri untuk bakal isteri aku karang.bak kata org,orang yang baik untuk orang baik..insyALLAH..

Kerja.ni mmg patut aku pikirkan.dalam ms kurang sebulan lg,latihan industri aku ni bakal tamat. Hmm..Aku ok ke kalo jd engineer ni?huhu..tp rsny mcm nak try bisnes,tp aku ckup bersedia ke nak wat bisnes?huhu..dilema betol la, tu pown xkomfem lg,tah senang ke x nak crk kerja time n..rs hati ni,mmg xsbr nak kerja makan gaji, mulakan alam kehidupan yg baru,chapter br tp….apa yg plg aku harapkan,just nak dapat satu pekerjaan yg aku betol2 minat,rezki yg halal especially..mudah2an insyALLAH..

KesImpUlan tentang HiDUp yang SedanG aku Lalui

For the pastttttt 3 weeks

It’s been 3 weeks I’m under my internship program at Austral edible oil company, quite a very good place indeed, to gain as much as knowledge you need.

A bit history about this Austral company, formerly known as Austral Enterprise, producing Refined, bleached, deodorized palm oil(RBDPO), olein and stearin. A few years back then,SIME darby plantation bought shares from this company, about 60% of it was belong to Sime Darby Plantation.

I’m going to be a part of Austral for almost 4 months, and this was an opportunity that I’ve been waiting from a long time ago, as I started my studies in uitm in chemical engineering, to have an industrial training.

As I thought, and it was proved to be true now, being a chemical engineer is not an easy task, to ensure you succeed in this area, you need to blend yourself with this field itself.

In order to blend myself in this area, for the past 3 weeks, I’ve been through to a lot of things. Just this evening, I was climb up to cooling tower which is 4 storey heights. Fuh…it is very dangerous if you are never been given any guides on how to climb the ladder you know. Well, nothing much that I saw from that cooling tower, just a couple of GIANT fan, which was used to cool down the water temperature.

Not on only the cooling tower, I also have been to the highest level of refinery plant, which is 8 storey heights. It sounds not very high, but when you see the structures of this building, then you will know how scare is it. On that level, is where, the top deodorizer is located, briefly, deodorizer is an equipment that has a function just like the distillation column.

I guess that’s my all boring story for today….and the last word from me, never doubt of yourself, always be confidence and keep doing good things, not only for yourself ,but also for the others..:)

Assalamualikum wbt.

Balik Kampong?

Aku memang merasa bosan kalau sampai masa cuti semester yang panjang macam ni. Lebih-lebih lagi,aku akan menetap di Bintulu ni dalam masa yang agak lama,insyALLAH. Masa cuti,balik kampung adalah satu kemestian bagi aku,tak kira balik sorang-sorang atau dengan famili. Kampung emak aku kat Kuching,kampung ayah aku pulak kat Balingian. 3 hari sebelum aku tulis ni,14-17 Dec yg lepas,aku balik kampung ayah aku,dgn ayah aku sebab nak ambik adik aku kat politeknik mukah tu. Perjalanan nak ke kampung aku ni xlama pown,4 jam je,tp yg memenatkan sbb jalan tu,under construction,bukan setakat 2-3 kilometer je,tp sepanjang perjalanan nak ke kampung aku tu,mengikut perkiraan aku,ada la dalam 2 jam lebih tu,ktorg mengharongi jln berbatu dan berlubang.haizz..tp alhamdulliah ktorg selamat pergi dan pulang.

Aku baru sedar sekarang ni,yang kampung aku tu memamg best giler. Tak tau la kenapa,maybe sbb aku dah lama dah duduk kat bandar kot,so, bila balik kampung,terasa macam ada kelainan sikit. Bila sampai je kt kampung,semestinya kita akan buat kerja kampung. Kerja kampung ni mmg xmenjengkelkan aku,maybe sbb aku dilahirkan kat kampung ni kan,tempat asal aku.

Ada banyak kerja-kerja kt kampung yang mmg best utk dibuat masa cuti mcm ni. Memancing of course,mancing ikan,udang. Kampung aku mmg dekat dgn sungai,sungai besar pulak tu,mancing ni mmg benda wajib la. Tapi aku tak g mancing pon,yang g mancing tu pak ngah aku,dia ajak,tapi aku je yang xnak,sbb penat,ktorg baru je sampai ptg tu kan. Selain dari memancing,aktiviti ‘mento ketam’ best jugak,mento ketam ni mcm menangkap ketam la,menggunakan sejenis sangkar yg dipanggil ‘pento’. Cara nak tangkap ketam ni pun xsusah mana pown,just letak je umpan dalam pento tu,then, campak je dalam sungai, nak tau ade ketam ke x yg da masuk dalam pento tu,just angkat balik je pento tu,check. Umpan yg biasanya ktorg pakai isi ikan yu,komfem boleh dapat nye kalo guna umpan ni. Tp aku x g memento pown,time g kampung aritu,sbb terlupa nak belikan umpan tu,time dah nak sampai kt kebun tu,baru la teringat pasal umpan.

Apa yg aku buat kt kampung aritu,kerja kampung tu,mmg bukan kerja yg mudah. Kerja yg aku maksudkan ialah,mengutip buah kelapa,kat kebun ayah aku kt balingian tu. Mmg memenatkan kerja n,dah la dgn nyamuk yg mmg bnyk,then,nak jolok buah kelapa tu pulak satu hal. Buah kelapa ni,ada 2 kategori,kelapa muda n kelapa tua. Kelapa muda,airnya mmg enak di minum,kalo kelapa tua lak,kebiasaan org guna untuk buat santan. Most of kelapa yg ktorg kutip tu,adalah kelapa tua,skrg n,kt bintulu,kelapa tua da jarang da orang jual,kalo ada pown mahal nak mampos. Nak tau kelapa tua tu elok ke x utk dibuat santan,ada berbagai2 cr nak tau. Biasa nya kelapa tua yg baik,kalo digoncang,akan kedengaran la bunyi air di dalam ny. Kalo xde bunyi,so itu adalah kelapa tua yg ‘jahak’,he3.aktiviti mengutip kelapa n mmg ‘best’,:P,ok la,tp tu la, first time aku g kebun ayah aku,hehe..family aku yg lain da slalu da,aku sorg je yg slalu xde kt umah,blaja jauh kan.Bnyk jugak kelapa yg ktorg pungut aritu,dalam seratus lebih,pastu ada jugak yg dijual kt org kampung,selebihnya ktorg bawak balik bintulu.

Ada bnyk lagi kerja kampung mcm ‘memukat ikan kemurak’,aku x pnah buat pon bende n,tp ayah aku pnah,aku menunggu je ni,dia nak ajar aku mcm mana nak memukat tu. Tp memukat ni bukan kerja yg senang tau,just lelaki sejati kampung je boleh buat kerja n he3. Aku rs setakat ni je la,kerja2 kampung yg aku tau,sbnrnya ada bnyk lg,tp aku pon xberapa ingat dah. Biasanya kerja kampong kira mcm utk survival la bila dudok kt kampung n,ye la,kat kampung bkan ada 7-Eleven pown,so,utk makanan,diorg kena berusaha sendiri nak dapatkan,nak dapatkan tu,ada berbagai-bagai pulak cara ny.

Aku rs tu je la,coretan aku kali n. Ada bnyk idea nak share,hrm,tp rs mls lak nak kuarkan,risau sakit otak plak karang..chow!!!

Sekian.Wasalam..

Surau's Boy..(-.o)..

Assalamualaikum wbt...

This blog was written on the 13 dec 2009.

For a past few days,i started to go to surau again. It’s become routine every time im back to my home town to go to surau,meeting with a few people there. The surau,named surau AL-Mustaqim was located about 300m away from my home. It was formerly known as Surau R.P.R Kidurong,and actually that was the second surau that was built here in this neighborhood area. This new surau located just near the old one,but surely it is bigger and more more comfortable compared to the old one.

~ the old surau painted with blue color,it was in white color b4...:P

I started becomes the ‘surau’s boy’,since i was in year 4 of schooling. By that time,there are only the old surau,the new one was still not build yet. This old surau,even though it is small,but it is more happening and lively. There was a number of boys includes me,comes to surau,not only for praying,maghrib and isya’ for sure,but also to hang out together. Going to surau also becomes the reason for me to go out on the night. It is hard to get permission by that time,to go out at night,especially from my mom. From that old surau also,i met with many friends throughout all this neighborhood. I knew almost every boys that lived here in RPR Kidurong by that time,something that im really proud with it..;)

Usually,i came to surau at maghribs’s time,after playing football at the field near to my house. I even still remember that, every time after the perform that solat maghrib, i always notice that my foot looks very yellowish,bcos of the ‘tanah liat’ on the field where i played the football..haiz.. hehehe.. right after the solat maghrib,we will gather together disscussing what to do before isya’s is coming. Normally,:P,with our own cycles,we will ‘ronda2’ around the neighborhood and also there was a time where we race among ourselves..aiyo..that so funny ya know,haizz...with our own modified cycles,haiyooooo....and sometimes,during the ‘ronda2’,we also being chased by the dogs,huzz...it’s really boost up my adrenalin of course...but alhamdullilah,all of us still alive till today..hehe...

There was also a night where i slept at that old surau,which is on Maal Hijrah,or in the other words Awal Muharam’s celebration,not remember what year. Actually that was the first time i’m celebrating awal muharam,doing the qiamualail..It was an awesome experience then,where we,all the boys are slept together..and,i still cannot forget also the time where we were got bitten by those mosquitos,it ‘s really2 hurts and suffered..aiyoo... We didnt get enough sleep,and when qiamullail’s time come,some of my friends going back home,continue their sleep..haizz...it was quite suffering morning ya know,hehe... i almost fall asleep during perform the solat sunnat..haizz..after finish perform the solat subuh,i got back home at the dawn,luckily,there was my dad, open the door for me...otherwise, i may have to wait outside the house till they all wakeup...;P

But,everything seems different nowadays,and that memorys of mine,i will keep it forever in my head :P....

No matter how much differences it is, i still continues doing this routine,as it is encouraged by our religion,to perform the solat berjemaah...keep doing the good things,and of course dump all the bad things..you have your own head with brain inside it to think which one is good and bad...(-.o)

I guess thats all for my post today..hope you’ll enjoy this not-so-good-written story of mine..:P

Ok..chow!!!

Assalamualaikum wbt...